No, not sex. I wanna feel your arms wrapped around me, nice and secure. I wanna feel you breathing. I wanna trace your facial features softly with my index finger. I wanna kiss your cheek while you’re sleeping. I wanna hold you tight. I wanna dream with you.
Solitary fun. Usually everyone’s idea of fun is hanging out with a buncha friends and shit. While yeah that’s fun for me, but there’s something about being by myself that’s calming. The only thing keeping me company are the sounds of New Found Glory, Four Year Strong or Eminem. Or whoever the fuck I feel like listening to. A great way to end the week where I was surrounded by people at De Anza.
So yeah counseling 100 is over & it was KINA informative but Fernando & Alex were right about it being a friggin’ waste of time for the most part. Didn’t really make any friends, PLENTY O’ EYECANDY though. Actually there were a few dudes that I hung out with a little bit buuuut I didn’t add any of ‘em on Facebook so obviously not that friendly lolol. Tomorrow imma go to Safeway first to get a nice ice cold soda (er two) and a hot meal from the deli, hopefully they got those pizza pocket things, fuckin love those. Then gonna backtrack to the moobies to see SALT followed by Dinner for Schmucks. I don’t really know how great the movies look, but I love Angelina Jolie, Steve Carrell, Paul Rudd & Zack Galifinaknakasifuck so that’s enough for me.
Got ordained online in the Universal Life Church. Fuck yeah productive summer.
Has got to be the dumbest fucking thing I’ve ever seen on Facebook. Like really? Eminem is one of my favorite rappers, I am in no way hating right now. But to say Mr. Mathers doesn’t rap about sex is like saying the Westboro church doesn’t like to talk about gay people. Or that Marilyn Manson only sings about drugs a little bit.
Fucking ignorant gawdamn shit.
Was fun. Spent last night and today there. Hung with Gabe & Fernando last night. Then hung out with fckin everyone today. Mainly Stacy & her bro and Bryant & Joyce. Good times. Tired as fucking fuck, I hate walking.
Pretty fucked up dreams lately. Last night I had one about a friend of mine having a party with celebs & the Kardashians were there and then everyone left after awhile. Then I looked where they were sitting & there were syringes everywhere, they were shooting up heroin, then I tried to show the evidence to my friend but Kanye West & Common tried to stop me & then I woke up.
Watched Hot Rod last nite. Good shit.
Coming back to the Bay today.
Miss this fucking hoe so much.
Tomorrow’s movie showtimes for the theater across the street & I see Inception @ 11:55 and I hella get a boner thinking that’s in the middle of the day, but that’s the midnight screening.
Freakin’ cinematic blue balls rinnow, can’t see it till Tuesday :(
Rick Ross & “Wu Music Group Presents Pollen (the Swarm Pt 3)”. Glad I have my extra bass headphones with me.
[23:04] Stevo: THE HILLS HAVE THIGHS
[23:04] Stevo: classic name
[23:04] Stevo: ok no more porn talk i swear
[23:04] JOyCE: OMG.
[23:04] JOyCE: hahaha
[23:05] JOyCE: AUDRINA BLOND? ICK.
[23:05] JOyCE: wait
[23:05] Stevo: HAHAHA
[23:05] Stevo: HAHAHA
[23:05] JOyCE: are we talking about the same The Hils?
[23:05] Stevo: HAHAHAHA
[23:05] JOyCE: OH SHIT.
[23:05] JOyCE: AKHGDJSHGSDJGK
[23:05] JOyCE: OMG
[23:05] JOyCE: HAHAHAHAHAHA
[23:05] Stevo: DYING
[23:05] Stevo: hahahaha
[23:05] JOyCE: HAHAHAHAHAHA
[23:06] JOyCE: STFUUUUU I DON’T THINK LIKE YOU DO.
[23:06] JOyCE: HAHAHA SHUTUPSHUTUPPP.
[23:06] Stevo: the hills have….zomg hhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
[23:07] JOyCE: lollolollll
[23:07] JOyCE: -_____-
[23:07] JOyCE: i hope you get a papercut on your dick tmrw
[23:08] Stevo: HA the hot chick works in the other building so i wont get a boner so your hope is impossible
It was so realistic that I thought for some reason it actually happened. I woke up in the car, and I got so pissed off about it..
DUDE FUCK, i woke up hella angry today. I had a dream i puked and then left it on a piece of paper and i dreamt there was this annoying person going AHH AHH AHH in my dream so i woke up fucking mad as shit and wanting to barf.
Upload one track a day? Damn that’s whack, I just downloaded M.I.A’s new album and wanted to post a chill ass song from that, shiiiit.
So Tuesday was hella fun chilling with amigos. Grown Ups was a lot funnier than expected but still pretty retarded. I’m glad the stretch of me not giving a shit about the theaters has ended with Despicable Me coming out (gonna see that monday hopefully) & Inception starring my future wife Ellen Page coming out next week. Anyways Lebron finally made the decision I was hoping he would today & now I can post my dream roster for them.
Plus draft picks that I fucking love-Dexter Pittman & Da’Sean Butler. Now money wise I have no idea how the fuck my dream team here is gonna work, but if all those vets put aside the ca$h symbols in their eyes & concentrate on a dynasty, big shit could happen here. Shaq has been lackluster lately but that’s cuz he played for the freakin Cavs who besides Lebron & Mo sucked. When he was on the Heat 4 years ago he was beastin it up, he also works well with Wade. Big Z is Lebron’s nigga, his homeboy, reunited & it would feel so good. Iverson is done being the egotistical ass he once was & just wants that ring that will cement his spot in the hall of fame, he don’t give a damn about the paper. Same goes for Kurt Thomas. I’m sad they let go of Beasely, he really is one of my fav players but it was a money clearing choice & I hope he does well in Minnesota. But yeah I highly doubt any of the shit I said will happen but a nigga can dream.
David Lee is a Warrior. Fuuuuuuuck yes. That’s all I gotta say bout dat.
Work tomorrow, I’m kina glad too cuz I usually watch ESPN @ home & this Lebron shit would drive me fucking nuts.
Seeing someone tryna act all hardcore and then seeing Taylor Swift is the first thing on their playlist lololol.
I’m watching the Catholic channel to make me sleepy and it’s totally working. Also I’m listening to New Found Glory to get myself pumped for the concert that’s like two months away with Paramore. I don’t wanna over listen to Paramore cuz they have like 20 songs and I’ve memorized their damn RIOT album since it came out lol. As much as I dislike the people that shop regularly at Whole Foods, while wearing my bandanna there last week I realized how well I’d fit in if I decided to work there haha. Thursday I walked a whole half a mile to Dairy Queen and met up with my friend Emily who I haven’t seen since like before I started high school. It was awkward but that’s what I was expecting really, but fun nonetheless. What the fuck else was I gonna do? Fuckin’ watch the Last Airbender or Grown ups haha fuck thattttt. I played with her kittens a lot, they were hella cute and shit. Turns out she likes The Office, totally awesome :D haha. I could see hella firework shows from my house so that was pretty chill. I hate going to another place to watch them because I FUCKING HATE large groups of people outside of sports and concerts. I don’t know why, maybe it’s because I’ve seen so many end of the world movies with large groups of people in panics or maybe it’s because deep down I hate humanity, and the zombie culture of everyone liking the same damn song and looking the same damn way….I don’t know. Celeste is going to De Anza too, I am secretly hoping that we don’t have classes together because we’ll have too much fuckin fun and not pay attention in class and I wanna kick De Anza’s ass academic wise so I can get into a chill ass 4 year university. This whole week my dreams have been fucked up. After my half day at work I dozed off at my grama’s house but I hella woke myself up because the dream I was having was so damn scary. Some nigga was robbing my dad’s house at gun point and I could feel myself saying “WAKE UP, THIS DREAM SUCKS ASS MAN!” it took a while tho and it sucks cuz I was hella tired but I was afraid to fall back asleep. And for about 3 nights in a row I have been having dreams about Alex, and it’s making me miss her a lot, shit I hella wanna see her right now haha. Rescue Me’s new season finally started and holy shit do I love that show. I wanna change my last name to Gavin and start being an alcoholic. JAYKAY but a beer wouldn’t be so bad right about now. I want to get a job, but there’s nothing that I’m interested close to me, I want to get a job at the theater but shit idk if it’s going to be flexible for when my classes start and when I start hanging around school during basketball season, so I’m just waiting a while.
No, they did not. Its still Virgin airlines, but they had ihs ablum : Drake “Thank me later” ablum promoting on it.
OH MY GOD LMFAO LMFAO LMFAO, hahahahaha. Sorry, I just had to let that out. You obviously didn’t get the joke/sarcasm -_-
some people don’t deserve the gift of the internet hahahaha
do it ok.
forever the sickest fetus
A ROCKET TO THE FETUS
All Time Fetus
Boys Like Fetus
Pierce The Fetus
Bring me the Fetus
We Are The Fetus Crowd
Fall Out Fetus.
ok that sounds like a miscarriage.
Mindless Self Fetusuldgence.
Four Year Fetus
A Fetus to Remember & Fetus Found Glory