I think Demi wanted out of the Illuminati bullshit. Obviously the Disney/Celebrity section of it. Turns out the Jonas relationship was a sham. & something tells me she was ready to expose some shit but higher ups threw her into rehab. My evidence? Well not much. But LL Cool J was on Conan on Monday & he was talking about how his daughter listens to Miley & Demi and then he said “Yeah I mean, they’re not terrible I like Miley..just Miley”. Why not just be a good guy & say you like both? Because Demi was gonna go against the Order which LL is a big part of. Miley is the current princess of the order that’s pushing sexuality to little girls.

I’m probably wrong as fuck, but whatev I like having my conspiracy theories.

Tried to staple my homework & the teacher told me to go to the tutorial center to find a good stapler. Idk where the fuck that is & I had a bus to catch soooo I left hahaha.

I feel like my left ear is permanently popped. Like I can hear outta it but not thuper well. Idk if it’s a combo of getting water in it, standing next to speakers at concerts er what. Probably should go to the doctor. Oh well.

Visiting school yesterday was fun. Watched Troy with Andres & a buncha damn asians ;D. I forgot how gay Orlando Bloom was in that movie. Then I hung out with Stacy for a little bit, gotta few good laughs watching the new JV squad. Gonna be an interesting year. Then mom & I went to Happi House my favorite jap place. Then got home, had an epic TMI conversation with Thunder Thighs, which was the exclamation mark on my day. I was exhausted.

Then while I’m watching the greatest baseball closer ever, Brian Wilson talk with Jay Leno, my stomach starts to fucking hurt, before I go to bed I have some “issues”, so by that point it didn’t take more than two sheep to help me doze off.

Mom says when she has those issues it’s stress related so I’m just gonna say that I’m stressed about my wife & that’s fuckin my system up. Yeah I’m a queer for saying that, fuck off.

Hopefully Due Date shall put me in a better mood along with playing Smackdown vs Raw 2011 while watching my downloaded episodes of Sunny With a Chance.

That was a short bus ride.

Obviously this isn’t as bad as when someone I actually know went through something very similar to Demi’s current situation. I was a mess when that shit went down, that week & a half that I didn’t see my nigga Stacy felt like 5 years. But now it’s weird, like I don’t know Demi I’m just a slightly obsessed fan. But idk I feel like part of me is missing, to know that someone I look up to & talk about all the time is having major issues like this just fucking blows.

I know it’s dumb to trip this much over a fucking celebrity. But fuck I don’t care. There are very few things that I give a SHIT about these days. Family, Sports, homies, TV/music & Demi. That is literally it. Could care about church, could care about education. Fuck my community college full of people who dress exactly the same, yes you are unique, just like everyone else with those $200 jeans. I can’t stand it.

I’m honestly really looking forward to Southern. As whack as some parts of it look, I’m down to get away from shit here & lose a few pounds here & there. We gonna have a fat ass west coast connection over there, Big B, Duckman, Horndog, Merinda, Saara, KarlaFRESH, Nancy (?), Danny (?), my homie from Hawaii. Daamn gimme these niggas anyday over seeing the people at de anza with stupid piercings that they’re gonna regret in about 2 weeks or so when their friends stop dressing like that. Damn you’re so fly with that fuckin OBEY shirt. How did that even get popular? Like foreal? My only homies I kick it with at DA are Fernando, Celeste, Nate & Tom. Fern said he’d be down for Southern, but I’m pretty sure nigga is staying here.

This is the first time I voted in my life. What a waste. I’m just glad my vote counted against that whore Meg. I’ve watched too many Family Guy episodes to like a bitch named Meg.

Everything is whatever tho. I hope Demi is doing good & if anything maybe she’ll be like “fuck disney, I’m doing hardcore now!” A nigga can dream can’t he!? :)